I was contacted to audition for this new band a friend of a friends has. They have loads of talent and backing. The members have all been signed before, some multiple times. But without hearing their stuff, I turned it down. After a conversation with one of the guys, it just didn't seem a good fit. They'll probably be on tour soon and I'll still be recording one song a month for nobodies. But atleast I don't "have to" do anything and that's just the way I like it right now. I'm in complete control of what and how I record stuff. To me, there's just no better way to do it right now. I wish I could find a band that would let me flow and have the faith in me to do what I think is right without second guessing every fucking word or thought. But I can't find one. So, soon you'll be hearing some very mediocre stuff from me that I loved to do. I think for the first time in a lot of years, I'm really happy with my music and situation. Just thought you'd like to know. Call me Capt' Nobody!!!! These r my peoples!!!!! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~
Celluloid heroes never feel any pain Celluloid heroes never really die.
I'd like to say it was my child that help me with this decision, but I'd be lying if I said that. I just didn't want to get into a position that was about the dough and the blow. Ya know? I've never backed down from somethin I thought was worth my while unless I knew it wasn't about the music. I'll die for tunage cause I know myself too well and I'd die without it. The guy who offered me the gig thought that it was about my kid too. He doesn't know me so, that's cool. I'll let him keep thinkin that cause really there's no point in having to make a point to someone who just wont get it.
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