ROOK1935
Senior Member

Registered: Feb 2002
Location: wouldn't you like to know
Posts: 3539
i need this to be stickied
fellow forumites

here is my tale of woe and why i am leaving


ok here goes.

4 months ago, i fell inlove w/ the girl my bestfriend has been pining over for years, she has also been inlove w/ him for about 2 years, well,i got up the courage to tell her i loved her, because i believe if a man is truly a man, then he should tell a lady how he feels

well, we got to talking, and i told her, that she would have to make a decision, and nomatter her choice,i would always love her, and i always will
well, ,i told herall this 2 wed. ago, and last saturday, at the halloween party that my friend threw,i finally got her answer...i realized she had rejected me when we were headed to the hayride, they were walking together, and she stopped when she realized i wasn't w/ them, she turned around,looked me in the eye, and then turned her back to me, needless to say i was crushed, so i got on the wagon,and when i saw how happy they were together, i started to cry, and scream, so i pulled out my knife, and placed it against my wrist, but i guess i was too chicken to push down and pull across. well seeing how destrought i was, josh's dad(josh being the friend mentioned above) helped me off the wagon so i wouldn't frighten the other passengers, well i was gonna run into the woods and kill myself, but i stepped into a 2 and 1/2 foot ditch of ice cold mud/water and dropped my knife, well, then last wed, i was at youtyhgroup w/ them and once again, i broke down, but i started hitting the brick wall, so joshes dad called the crisis hotline, and i was taken to the local ER to be kept under observation and they had someone come in and talk to me

well, now my friends..my only friends(josh and rachel...the girl of the story) don't even talk to me, my family wants to place me in a rehab home for the clinically depressed,but when i told my friends, all they said was.."what do you want me to say"

so now, i have no friends, and i might be placed in the looney bin



damnit, i don't wanna live anymore,

i need help from you all, if i stay, i'll just be ignored by my "friends" and hurt that i don't have rachel, if i go, i'll have nothing..not like i had anythiong anyway


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I think the best skill to having good relationships is not getting women, or keeping them. It's learning to get over them.

I dunno...blood gushing from the wrists is kind of traditional for hayrides


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I have a hard time feeling sorry for teenage kids who are willing to throw everything away over some stupid girl.
Weakness

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Lawrence D.

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Originally posted by Big Star:
I dunno...blood gushing from the wrists is kind of traditional for hayrides


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I agree , the hays there to soak up the blood