I cut myself off form my friends.....I decided I was calling them more often (3 calls from them, 8 calls from me) so I cut myself off and am waiting for them to call

it's been maybe a week or more...and I haven't left the house until night (to excersize)

I told myself I was going to drop 10 pounds over the summer..making 20 total over the whole year..cause I've become obsessed with being normal..fopr the first time since I was four

I'm not getting bored lonely or axious for smoe reason...I'm sort of in a haze of like benevolence all the time......I sat in the bath for an hour today looking at the wall and thinking]

maybe if I do get a call or come back to school in the fall, I can really draw from my experiances around people recently, and learn from my mistakes


why wouldn't they call? I'm not the best as far as charisma, but better than a lot...my conversation, and intellegents puts me up pretty high on the latter. I can't be arogent or megolomatic......I've got that covered, but I not longer even think of suicide, haven't for weeks!

I'm happier by myself almost...and I heard that was a good thing

I haven't sways from eating very well and my deit..protien and vergtibal matter...that's all I eat!

crazy..............

dim the lights, chill the ham

yes no maybe

SquidBoy, you're my little man

going insane..???

I've seen worse

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"This house is clean, baby, this house is clean."
www.mp3.com/MutualExclusion

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Originally posted by Oz:
_going_ insane..???

I've seen worse

--
"This house is clean, baby, this house is clean."
http://www.mp3.com/MutualExclusion

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No...this is good insane, much better off than I ever have

dim the lights, chill the ham

be at peace, get saved,something. my father told me if you can count your true friends on one hand your lucky.theres friends and buddies. the different between them is, buddies will f you
friends wont! aint life grand? sure it is!